2004-10-02 ~ 1:05 a.m. ~~~ disappointment
the voice in my head says: don't trust in people, young one.
you make these promises, you make these resolutions. you get me excited, because they sound so great. excited, and scared, because everything that gets me the most excited also gets me the most scared. if i'm excited and not scared, i'm usually fooling myself. so you get me excited, and scared, but i prepare myself to overcome my fears because i'm that excited. and then i realize you don't actually mean to follow through. i don't doubt you thought you would. i don't doubt your intentions. you just get too busy. the new resolutions get lost among the tangles of old commitments and worldly voices and there must be time for good intentions somewhere in the future.
and the voice in my head says: don't trust in people.
